Life can be unfair, but Allah will always make it fair 😊

There were so many things I wanted to share in here, but I dunno why I was too lazy to move my fingers out to the keyboard. But now, I'll try to make this post to tell you, and share what happened to me for 'bout last 6 months. I don't know exactly who read my post, but yeaaah i write for my self, to remind me what I have done from this writing.
Btw my life is so complicated now. I don't know exactly why my self be more touchy, resentful, and so on others things that made me down.
Feels that life is unfair for me.....
Yeah, life is so unfair...
Sometimes those words passed on my minds :'""))))
But, I always remember that Allah Subhanahuwata'ala will always be with me. Allah knows the best for all of the human, especially me who always makes sins and Allah won't give what you want, but Allah gives what you needed the most.
This patience which should always be raised, it can only be raised by me.
I believe Allah won't give tests which I can't afford.
Failure? BE REVIVED, BE REVIVED, BE REVIVED, and stand for my self and also my parents who sometimes don't believe with me for what I have tried for the best, who don't believe for what I strive for them.
The most important thing is their support. But I knew that they always support me for everything I do. Their disappointment is my power which sometimes up, sometimes down.
I MUST BE MORE STRONGER!!!!
Life can be unfair, but Allah will always make it fair for me who struggle, fight for a better life.
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Long time no see you bloggy......
You should have known why I'm here, why I'm writing in here.
It can be 2 possible things which are be reason why.
Both of them are about my feeling, my mood.
Both of them have a different side.
Yeaaahhhhhhh, can you guess????
I think when you read this, you had the answer already.
About "HAPPY and UNHAPPY" things.
I just want to make my feeling more better when I finish this writing. (I hope so)
Dear bloggy, I'm tired but I must try again and try again.
It's not easy as I think. It's not as I imagined before. It's not only about effort, or pray.
BUT it's about EVERYTHING.
Sometimes to reach something that we want, we should know and feel what failure is, what frustation is, what dissapointed is, what fall down is.
And the most important thing is we should know and try to always GET UP and GET MORE SPIRIT!!!!
The more we fail, the more we gain the spirit to get what we want.
God (Allah) will never give us bad things, but Allah want to see us fight again and prove that we'll never give up of our problem.
Not because our wishes are not fulfilled by Allah, but Allah plans to give us better thing than what we wished for who continue to fight without giving up.
TRY AGAIN, TRY AGAIN, TRY AGAIN until SUCCEED.

"Failure is delayed success = Kegagalan adalah keberhasilan yang tertunda"

Sometimes expectation isn't same with the reality

Yappp, that caption is the same with what I feel right now.
DISSAPOINTED 😟😦
I'm dissapointed with you whom I hope that you will do, but you didn't do.
I'm dissapointed with you whom I hope you will make me surprise with your little thing, but there's nothing that you do to make me surprise with you.
Just so-so 😟😟😟😟
There's no special thing which I hope you will give or show to me....
Moreover we seldom meet and do things together.
The most important thing is you are so different from someone whom I know before with your attitude, with your act, with your respon, with your little things to surprise me.
You're like a new person for me just now.
But yeah I hope you'll realise it soon, bcs I don't know how to tell it to you what makes you different like before.

Bismillah, alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah, thank you God for your greatness, merciful, and blessing for my family especially for me. Thank you for let me to continue the next step for this PLN's test. I hope I can finish all of the test succesfully aamiin aamiin yaa robb.
Ya Allah, I really want to make my parents happy and proud of me, specially for my mommy who always be patient to face all of our bad habbit :')) I really want to make her drop her tears in a happiness.
There are a lot of participants who is joining the test, there are a lot of people who study more harder than me, there are a lot of people too pray for their lucky, but I hope I can be one of the lucky person of all of people who will be accepted as the employees of PLN aamiin 😇😇😊❤
Oh God please help me to pass these test easily, make my parents happy hear the good news, be a better person in the future, to be a guide for my brother and sister, and have a better life.

The blessing only come from Allah, and from Allah too I ask for the blessing :')😇😊 thank you Allah, you're the one and only who can make everything happen in this life.
Aamiin aamiin aamiin yaa robbal'alamiin 😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇

New experiences in Kampung Inggris, Pare, Kediri

Hey I'm coming back 😉😅 it was a long time since I've posted my last posting, but yeah now I remember to write so many things in here. Hmmmm exactly I don't know what i will write in here, let it flow lah hahahahhaa yap yap yap, i want to share you about my experience in Kampung Inggris Pare which was the place i stayed about 3 months. Can you guess guys, what kind of place is that?🙆 if you know about that place, I will give you my experience to make you know more about that place and if you don't know yapppp this posting will help you to know about Kampung Inggris Pare or English Village in Pare.
Kampung Inggris is in Pare, Kediri, East Java. A little information about the history of that name, it caused of this English Village was found by Mr. Kalend blablablaaaa I don't know the spesification, but as I know he is a teacher, a founder and also an owner of BEC which is the first course place in English Village. Pokoke BEC lah tempat les pertama cikal-bakal the other course places. In short, I finally decided to go to Pare to make my english more better than before.
On friday, 28th of August 2015 yap I still remember when I came to the place which has already given me knowledge, moreover I got so many experience, I got so many new friends from another regions and also country, and especially i got new group of best friends 😊🙆👬👭
Lalalalala....
I'm confused from which part i will share hahaa 😂😅
For the first time I'm in a long distance with my parents, my family, and also my boyfie. For the first time I did everythings which always my mommy does in our home such as getting up by my self, washing clothes, finding food to eat,  managing my own money as the boarder who should manage the money that was transferred by my mommy from the first day of the month until the last day of the month hahahaha really amazing 😂😂😂 I'm as the lazy girl at home should do all of many things by my self. Oh yeah btw for the first time when we arrived in Pare my cousin (May), my friend (Putri) and I looked for the boarding house for us first. Honestly we separated and we got different boarding house, and I got 9 as the number of my bedroom in Vicka House. Poor me I'm alone in the 1st and also 2nd day in my room, my roomates still haven't come yet. There's a dangdut song "masak-masak sendiri, cuci baju sendiri, makan-makan sendiri, tidurpun sendiri" hahaha 😂😂 that's my first experience before my other 3 roomates in 9th room come. I wanna cry, I wanna cry, I wanna cry then I call my mom to gave the information about me, about my new life, my awkward moment wkwk 😩😟😩  then for the 3rd day in the morning, there's my new roomate her name is Arum who came with her sister to accompany her for 2 days. She is a shy girl and also uncommunicative, she's so different from me hahaha and I think for the first time when she came yaaah poor me, i will stay 3 months in here with a person who will talk sufficiently. Then at noon there's one person again, her name is Rae but at the 3rd day she didn't sleep in our room, she stayed in her aunt's house, the next day came again the last person who has the small body like me, from her face looks like she is an arabian evidently she is ambonesse. Yap they completed me at that moment, although I still think I'm still alone in our room bcs I think all of them are uncommunicative. We tidy up our suitcase which is full with our clothes. My clothes which was tidied up by me wasn't tidy as theirs 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 huhuhu then Rae helped me to make them as tidy as hers, I'm so happy at that time looking at my clothes which neatly arranged 😜 thank you Rae, I'm still remember how to lap them (clothes). After finished it, my Ambonesse girl (Dian) and I told about our self, hearing her chatter I can conclude that she isn't uncommunicative, she is still adjust herself. Then I suddenly ask them to discuss about "Cleaning Day", who will clean on monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday, and sunday. Yappp, agter that we cleaned up our room, for the first time I'm the provocator to clean up our room hahaha, but not for the next day 😈
Sometimes I like to clean up our room, and sometimes I'm so lazy to do it. In our room I'm the laziest of all, I always make our room messy 😌 yap that's my duty, I'm so sorry guys 😂 HUAHAHAHAA 🙏🙇
The next day at 31th of Ausgust 2015, it was the first time for us to go to course and that day was the day to divided the class from A-H. There's 60 students in every classes, I got class F as my class for 3 months, and do you know what??? Lucky me 😄😁 Dian Laturua, my ambonesse girl was also my classmate, and I also have the same class with my cousin (May). Everyday from monday until friday we have the lesson, from the sky was still dark until the sky be dark again (morning to evening). In one day we have 4 times until 5 times, and every lesson we have different teachers, and every week those teachers changed.
But yeaaah i got bored for the first week because of the lessons that made me bored, for the first time i think what for I come here to start from zero again, sing so many song like children kindergarten 😭😭 I informed it with my mommy and my aunty, they said to be patient, because everything needs process. Yappp they are right, then I enjoyed everyday, every lesson that they gave in HEC 2 (Happy English Course) which is one of so many course in English Village. From every lesson, I like speaking lesson, we have a speaking lesson in the evening. On that lesson we would be given topic by the teachers, and we should debate with our partners in front of us. I really really really like debate, although that my vocabulary, still just so-so but yeaah I like to give the arguments to our debate's parner. Then after we discussed it with our partner, there would be a debate competition. In debate competition there will be some of students to go to the stage in front of all of the students, and for the first week I decided to make my self brave to be in front of all of them. Brrrrrr really I don't know what arguments will I said to my opponents if I nervous hahaha but I tried, bcs there's a quote "if you never try, you'll never know". Alhamdulillah 😇😇😇😇
In Pare also I make myself more confident to be in front of so many people, delivering speech, joined the speech contest, dancing, arranging the activity every friday, and many else.
Because all of things that we did together with my class, i found a group of new best friends which is called with Wedhus Fam. There are Dian, Ismi, Helga, Shofi, Opi, Ira, May, Sony, Adit, Albert, Ilham, Ali, Deri and me in that group.
Now I really miss them, I miss our jokes, I miss when we bullied each other, I miss our conversation which sometimes important until the small things that should be ignored but we still made it as our topic, I miss when we study together before we had an exam every friday, and I miss our holiday that we spent together.
Then when we have a farewell party in our course, we celebrated it from morning until night, from the informal farewell party, until the formal one. At the formal farewell party it was time to announce our score, reporting our result, the day, the moment which i never dreamed is when my name called as the 2nd ranking. Alhamdulillah thanks god 😊😇
I CAN'T FORGET ALL OF THINGS IN ENGLISH VILLAGE (KAMPUNG INGGRIS) 😂😂😂
I'm so happy to know every new things in my life, really it's an amazing 3 months, thank you so much for the experience 😹😂👫👬👭❤💛💚💙💜💖

Short story about us

There were so many problems that we have already passed, and they (problems) make us more stronger especially me. You taugh me how to be a good woman and be a better woman without looking for the past. You have never want to make me sad, however that I always make you dissapointed with my bad emotion. Thank you for so many things until now. There were so many things we have done, and you have never do a bad thing to me. Thank you Allah for gave me a man (not a boy) who always protect me, taking care of me whenever and wherever I am. He is the only one who is understand my feeling after my parents. He always understand how to make my feeling better with him beside me. When I want to leave him, he always hold me and remember me his promise that he will keep and do on the future with me.
A commitment is an important thing in a relationship. And he always try to not only promise me but he does everything to make me believe him that someday he will make our dreams come true.
Then, when I sang a song "don't you remember the reason you loved me and leaved me" he was disagree with that lyric, cause love have no reason for anything. If you have a reason to start a thing, you will find a reason too to end that thing. I hope Allah will always keep our love forever (Rahmat Heru Farista and Rizki Pratiwi) and Allah will make our dreams come true. Aamiin yaa robb ~ ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

"6 months isn't short to know everything about us before we commited in a love relationship", Heru and Kicik.
7th of April 2014

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Good morning bloggy how are you? ofcourse fine right?;) huehehe
I'm coming, what do you think about my day when I didn't write anything in here? yes, I was too busy and now I'm as busy as a superwoman that should help everyone in the world hahahaa it is so lebay?haha but no, i meant now I'm busy to do all of things in my life, all of the assignments from my college that should be done without tolerant from the lecturers!!!! What a damn things right? -___- yeah but I should finish them, and do another things beside the assignment I should go to my course every night on wednesday and saturday night, and on saturday morning when my college is free I must go to college again to take a TOEFL course, I don't want to complain about them, because all of the activities that I took are my decision. I should make my future be better and shine like a sunshine hoho ;;)
But btw I'm coming and writing in here to share about my new boyfie that I've shared about him in here before we are being a couple. Now our relationship is about 2 months already on this date 7th of June 2014, we started our relationship on 7th of April 2014. So now I'm Rizki Pratiwi and also my lovely boyfie named Rahmat Heru Farista are already being a couple. Congratulation for us! :p hoho
Okey, I just want to say I love him ~ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Thank you bloggy. I hope you'll never bored to hear about my story. Bye :p