There were so many things I wanted to share in here, but I dunno why I was too lazy to move my fingers out to the keyboard. But now, I'll try to make this post to tell you, and share what happened to me for 'bout last 6 months. I don't know exactly who read my post, but yeaaah i write for my self, to remind me what I have done from this writing.
Btw my life is so complicated now. I don't know exactly why my self be more touchy, resentful, and so on others things that made me down.
Feels that life is unfair for me.....
Yeah, life is so unfair...
Sometimes those words passed on my minds :'""))))
But, I always remember that Allah Subhanahuwata'ala will always be with me. Allah knows the best for all of the human, especially me who always makes sins and Allah won't give what you want, but Allah gives what you needed the most.
This patience which should always be raised, it can only be raised by me.
I believe Allah won't give tests which I can't afford.
Failure? BE REVIVED, BE REVIVED, BE REVIVED, and stand for my self and also my parents who sometimes don't believe with me for what I have tried for the best, who don't believe for what I strive for them.
The most important thing is their support. But I knew that they always support me for everything I do. Their disappointment is my power which sometimes up, sometimes down.
I MUST BE MORE STRONGER!!!!
Life can be unfair, but Allah will always make it fair for me who struggle, fight for a better life.
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